I can’t help it
It feels like I’m missing out on something by working again. It has nothing to do with sitting around and playing games. It feels like my life has changed, but this time permanently. It seems like I should be better of than I am, but I know that will come as I work more and am able to save more…
I wish things were different and certain people felt differently but things happen for a reason. I’m where I am in life for a purpose, I truly believe that. It’s just so hard to see the big picture when you’ve been stuck on the same page for so long. What will happen will happen and I understand that. I just wish I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. Maybe that’s been my problem all along; I can’t envision the future. If so, how does one fix such a thing? Is there a book I can read or a class I can take?
In other news, I just want to hold your hand. And maybe cuddle a bit. Ok, and kiss BUT THATS IT I SWEAR!!
I give up….for now.
